Well crap

Don't put aside what you can do today until tommorow, cause yesterday always bites you in the ass.
If you're anything like me, it bites really fucking hard, and waits to taste the blood before it even thinks of letting go.
Fuck
Why Christmas...why now.
Fucking god damn it all to hell cause we're headed there and we'd like company from time to time.

Oh Well

I guess our turn for celebration will come...

Yay!

So I gets a phone call from Chance at work...I was busy at the time, so when John passed on the message, he said it was "important". First thing that went through my head was crap, what happened this time?
Anyways, he said he finally got his work permit. Yay...my husband can now work. So, he now has a temporary SIN number. Yay!
I'm doing snoopy dances now...can you see me?

Ahhh...another day at home

Yup, got today off this week as well. :o)
Copied all pictures from the computer to disc, am gonna hafta delete them now...haven't gotten round to that.
Took D to pre-school and picked him up.
Sorted through all of D's clothes, and pulled out all that are too small, and tossed in some that are too big. Had him clean his room and pick up his toys from the living room.
Put his laundry away as well.
He's sleeping now, I imagine he'll be quite hungry when he wakes up cause he didn't have the biggest snack b4 his nap.
Unloaded and loaded the dishwasher, and it's running now. Just pots left to wash, which I really should do, but am too lazy to get round to.
I tidied the entry-way in the proccess of looking for any of the matching shoes in Darius' showbox...there's about 5 missing pairs. Hmm...
Found the odublesided tape which cammo-ed itseld in D's block bucket.
Had a snack...and breakfast today...amazing.
Weighed myself yesterday at Sylvia's and discovered that I had lost 7lbs since I found out I was pregnant! :oO oops.
Went shopping lastnight for some food that I can eat...forgot to buy tofu. Have Raspberries and Strawberries and blueberries on the mind tho...wrong time of year darnit.
Chance asked me why I was so crabby yesterday...I was so hungry, but everything that I thought of to eat just turned my tummy upside down. I LOVE to eat, and during these last two weeks I just haven't been able to...loss of appetite, nasuea, texture. It sucks being a food lover who can't eat. Never mind having to watch those you love eat like it's their last meal.
In any event...have been fairly productive today so far if I do say so myself.
Almost got into an accident on my way to drop off D at school, cause some schmo wasn't paying attention to his driving and damn near hit us head on...he would've had I not swerved off the road to miss him. Let's all picture amber pounding madly at the center of her mom's steering wheel before realizing that the horn is on the side.
Stupid morning drivers.

Tick Tock

Helped Darius make his Ama a gift tonight...he was really pleased with himself, and hasn't stopped playing with them since.
Am going to have to hunt down the card making things and get a head-start on Christmas Cards. ;o]
Darius talked to his Uncle Marty on the phone and without me saying anything of the sort, he said I love you and I miss you Uncle Marty, can you drive a long ways away to come and visit me now?
Almost broke my heart, he sure does love his Uncles.
Am contemplating Hope chests for my children...and a diary for Darius.
Oh if the clock didn't keep on going it would be a lot easier to act upon on my thoughts.

Restlessness

I hate being sick...it sucks.
I hate being sick and pregnant even more. Let's combine never-ending sniffles, fever, headache, and nasuea. Bright idea.
Woke up this mornin and felt the need to do something.
Mom was nice and brought me breakfast in bed...an english muffin and a mandarin orange, and a cup of tea. Yum. :o)
So today, the boys cleaned the yard and tidied up the shed, and mom and I just kind of puttered inside. The boys made 2 trips to the dump...and I am currently waiting on double sided tape before I start decorating the house for Christmas...I'm giong to go overboard, I know it.
I'm gonna put a nice display in the front window. :o] Kimmie and Iboth agree we should put a small tree in there with some lights and such. We shall see.
:o]
Am currently washing all of our winter stuff...jackets, mitts and hats, and snowpants. Never really occurred to me to do it before...holy schmoley this is a lot of work.
OMG, I was cleaning out a box of old school work and such that Chance had brought in for me to go through, and I actually screamed and scooted along the floor about 2 feet because a big brown spider jumped out at me and landed on the box I had been cleaning out. *shivers* yuck...
I had in total, probly about 5 spiders in total come out of that one stuid box...YUCK!
Mom made us all a yummy lunch, which I didn't have too much trouble eating.
Looks like Chance may be catching my cold...poor guy.

S'the way it goes

you know...every year I tell myself I'm gonna start my Christmas Shopping early...and this year, I started mine today.

Darius on being a Big Brother

Well, when I first told Darius that he was going to be a big brother, and that I had a baby in my tummy, he didn't quite understand. His hand was on my tummy, and he looked up at me and said "I'm too little to be a big brother"
Today, whilst grocery shopping, this Credit Card woman approaches us and sucks us when. When She asks who's going to sign, both Darius and I answered "I will" at the same time. She looked at him and smiled and said she thought he was still too little to sign as she walked over to me. He replied "I'm not little, I'm a big brother!"

Midwives and Names

Avery Rochelle for a girl...and Hunter Elias for a boy
Apparently MSP covers Midwives...I'm in my heyday!
and...according to the online calculator, my due date is July 2, 2006 (Sunday).
I'm also very interested in buying this e-book...
http://pregnancywithoutpounds.com
oh...the joys of choices and decisions.
Nasuea sucks.

New Ones

I got 3 urine tests on thursday that confirm I'm pregnant...and I go in for a blood test on Monday to confirm. Oh Boy...
Big step...deep breaths...