I feel like I'm going in circles.
My feet touch down and my brain screams "what the fuck are doing here?"
yeah, yeah, I know. I guess I just needed a reminder. Or maybe I'm sucker for punishment. Maybe I'm too optimistic for my own good.
If I were to read through my entire blog archive, I'd probably lose count of how many times I've put myself here.
I'm going to cross my fingers and hope I've got the strength to keep myself first, and not fall prey to the persuasion that always seems to push me back.
After all, I'm only afraid of the uknown. And I'm only human.